Thursday, December 30, 2004
haizz......juz came back....zzz.....im veri frustrated....tmr is Yq's last dae....n she will go out wif her company frens....sort of celerbrate......zzz.....i dun reli lik those bois...i duno wad to sae sia....anyway....the time has come.....coz i NOW can tok abt the tiks i need n wan to sae previously wen she is frustrated abt her sch fees....but....1 tik which im veri veri concerned of.... wad she will do in future?!...im reli veri concern ova tis.....well....im sure tt she will spend moz of her tim wif her frens...which i DUWAN!!....personally....i feel tt didn she had enuff tim wif her frens??....wen its tin wen she can spend tim wif MI?...zzz.....im reli reli angry abt tis too!...b4 N lvl...she spend tim wif Candy....aft N lvl....she spend tim wif "A"....wen she wkin....spend tim wif her wkin pp....n even wen out wif dem on xmas dae....i seriously HAD enuff....i wan to noe wen she can spend tim wif mi!....
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11:44:00 PM
waaaaaaa.......juz come back....lolzz....haizz......MY BIG DAE.....but i feel veri disturbed....zzz.........1st of all.......i seriously veri disturb ova her wk environment.....todae saw sm of da bois....well well......i got 1 BIG bad impression on dem lor......zzz.....TMD stand so close to Yq....CB....veri wad lor.....den i cant tahan den i walked there.....i gav a RELI RELI black face....haizz....who in da world can stand it anyway.....well....my mood reli reli sucky at tt pt liao....anyway....we went clementi there....1st...we wen to the cinema there 2 c wad movie to c....tt tim Xmas she wen out wif her wkin frens n watched the KungFu tiky...well....n she went hm RELI RELI late.....wen i tot of ALL tis at tt time....i reli veri sad AGAIN lor....i seriously duno y she can go out wif her frens in Xmas den to call mi out....n i DUN even noe she nv wk at tt tim....well.....omoz cried....zzz....lame or pathetic??.....2ndly....we wen Mac....zzz......i eat until RELI wana explode liao....even tho veri less....lolzz....ofcoz bcoz of her frens la!!....zzz......aft tt....we went watch movie....National Treasure....hmm.....i RELI lov it....hav da Actions....Comedy......n FUN in it!!....well.....we were veri intimate insid da cinema....well.......i was actually in a RELI great mood....until....1 bloody shit msg n called her EVEN!.......TMD....i was lik sian diao LOR!!...zzz.....well....tt "A" reli wad lor.....i seriously DUNO wad to sae lor....my mood reli FUCK up lor....i reli wan to flare UP lor....but Rene's words reli kept mi frm blowin off.....i appreciate it...haha... :) wtf lor...i still veri fed up wif it lor....i tik "A" is not on purpose....but....cant she find a bloody rite time to MSG Yq??....btw.....tt Yq oso 1 kind...."A" msg her STILL wan to reply....zzz.....i bth....well....we omoz got into a fite bcoz of tis BLOODY tik....knn......my fault or wad??....LASTLY....the time we wen hm is the time i truthfully LOVE it....y??...NOT much disturbance....haha??...well....we took 173 back to BB inter.....nabei....the bloody bus go zig zag sia....zzz.....so long den reach BB sia....zzz...frm clementi -to- a place where got ALOT of bungalow -to- Bukit Timah -to- Hillview DEN -to- BB...zzz....LAME sia....on da way....well....she slpt on my shoulder....waa....hmm....2nd time nia -..- ....1st tim wen she slpt on m shoulder i still rem is in da bus 188 where da dae i juz b4 go Gentin....haha...i still hav vivid memory of it...lolzz....but Yq slp until so comfortable....worthwhile....n i feel even comfortable :x ...anyway i oso noe she DAMN tired.....aft tt change bus to 187....hmmm.....tt was abt 12:30 liao ba....lolzz....anyway....shd i be angry or shd i b sad?....bcoz of the tiky happ in da cinema or the xmas dae or her frens?or shd i b hapi ova the happenings btw mi n her??....haizzz.....im reli uncertain to wad i shd b feelin n its reli reli reli bitter....haizz...tts all....n i walk hm...LOLZzz....no bus liaozz
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1:27:00 AM
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
dangzz.............juz wake up......waaaaa....siao....ytd...i mean juz now slp at 2++...zzz.........i WANT more SLP!!....but cant...lolzz.....coz todae my BIG dae...hahahhahaa....cant afford to slp again....hmmm........ALOT of tiks 4 mi to prepare lorzz........hahaa....my 1st program of da dae is send Yq to wk....i DUWAN other pp LOOOOOK at her in bus or wad crappy shit!!....zzzz....tmd...tt time out 1 bloody fool keep on look at her....tmd buey SONG.....zzz....wads past is past...lolzz.....2nd is to meet Fiz at 10 at commonwealth....zzzz?....duno whether timin right anot...lolzz....coz commonwealth near there...hahahahaa...aft tt....muz go buy bookzz....n meet Prem at sch...wa.....bz horzz...lolzz.....waaa....aft tt muz do planin liaozz....LOL.....ahahahaha....gettin excited.......LOLz..........hmmm.........dun mind mi...i abit siao liaozz......ahahhaahahahahahahahahahahaha......
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6:23:00 AM
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
waaaaa.....todae soccer sia....tt fiz 8+ call mi....still in my dreamland sia......nvm.....fun lik hell....todae 1st tim i damn slack towards the team....coz they all njoyin....haha....fiz hat-trick sia....hapi 4 him....but...dun feel lik the team veri concerned abt it....i find tt kl's frens reli solo...i noe they dun giv a damn abt formin team n wad crap....hope kl realise it....n i reli wan a more organised team....i feel tis is not the bez team wif hav....i n the team need pp who r faithful n WILLING to cooperate team members...right now...alex n mi n...perhapz kl is veri serious abt tis team....well...todae is reli a fun tim den a match...even alex is crazy...cant stand it....i wana Luff lik fook in the field sia juz now....but i opted to b serious alittle...haha....oh ya...i reli dun lik tt nizal scolded mi babi....knn...i damn fuck up ova tis matter....if he wans to dribble....i reli sort of angrty ova it liao...smmr scold mi....he reli lacks teamwk....except tt he ONLI passes to his frens...BUT...i noe he did better in tis match...if we hav more players....im sure he wont play 4 this team liao....not tt im biased....but he lacks teamwk....well....tts the main prob wif kl's frens....wad shd i do anyway....we still lack pp....as i said....this team plus kl's frens do not lack individual proness....but lacks TEAMWORK!!!....zzzz.....
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4:45:00 PM
Monday, December 27, 2004
haizzz........my xmas dae was a reli bad dae.....but gav mi alot of tiks to consider....seriously...mi n Yq's Anni comin SOOOO soon but im still considerin whether to giv her the present....how pathetic of mi...Our anni is on the 29th......well.....im veri excited, yet in sm uncertainty...i seriously dun lik the guyz in her wkin environment...well....wad to do......haizzz..........i seriously nd a break frm all tis tikin.....where to find??....zzz.......god noes....anyway....still a borin dae todae.........
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11:25:00 PM
Thursday, December 23, 2004
waaaaaa............TMR is SOCCER dae!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........HAPI HAPI HAPI~~~ hmmm....yat they all playin in my team sia....i duno how to do lei....wad if they dun play teamwk??....i seh liao lor... haizz......hope there will b teamwk....anyway....our team has no lack of individual "pros"...but lack of T.E.A.M.W.O.R.K...haizzz.........but excited too.......hmm.......i hope yat wont spoil my dae wif all his solo runs n non-teamwk stuff.......haha.......lets all hope too........well.....definately he will score sm goals....CFM...haha....well....todae RELI bored sia.....no mood to play MapleStory even....haha....haizz.........tts all.....nth to sae too.......
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12:55:00 PM
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
haizz....reli veri veri fang bu xia sin lei.......recently got 1 case of a 18yr old gal omoz kana rape....wa....luckily nv kana rape...but still....kana beaten until duno lik wad...u noe....todae rite...tt "A" got stomachache...my mind was like..."Huh???Soo???ur business???"...well....coz tt 2pid Yq STILL at her wkplace...isnt she 2pid OR wad??....den i tot of tt gal.......reli bu fang xin lor...aft i reach hm frm my gdpa hse...i st. away go find her lor despite tt my dad was fumin lor... waa....reach there i saw her mum...well....nth much....n den she called mi n asked mi to go hm...tt time she still haven reach hm n was 12!!!...zzzz........wa...still kana scolded by her....wtf....like i reli got mood liao....still tell mi to wach my att.....haizzz........reli bo pian.....juz go back lidad lor.....she even blame me of not sparin of her feelin...well....coz she kana scolded by her parents......waaa.....lik i nv spare a tot 4 her lidad....HAIZzzzzzzzzzzzz....i reli hope she can stop complainin tt i did not care abt her or spare a tot 4 her feelin or wadsoeva...
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1:44:00 AM
Monday, December 20, 2004
haizz......todae nth much lor.........juz play play n play games nia.....hmmm....on Sun....wen i totally 4gt to blog......i played veri well at my weekend soccer.....well.....its juz too well tt Pang even asked mi to join his team....well.......my weekend soccer is juz a playin gp where many pp come n play happily.....well.....actually mi n my dad duno dem.....itz juz tt we wen there n got to noe dem....well.......my uncle plays there too....itz at bishan anyway....haha....its been omoz 6mths or MORE...haha....29Dec is reli reli not veri far....i reli cant w8 to giv Yq her gift.....so excited....hhaahahahahaa.........
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11:58:00 PM
Saturday, December 18, 2004
zzz....todae is a reli boring dae.........hmmm......well...todae nv send Yq to wk or back hm......well......basically i played games on n on 4 todae.........well.......wad can i tok abt on such a boring dae??...tts all......
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11:53:00 PM
haizzz...nth to do sia........hmmm..........so early in the mornin hor....actually nv slpt sia......hmmm......coz muz make myself not to slp so can wake up tt "da lan zhu" of mine....hahaha....if not she late 4 her wk........haizz....owaz late........haizzz....tmd....now my nose so sucky.....stuck liao la........zzz.....haizzz....tt trail is on the 14Dec for SAF sia....haizz.....tt yat nv tell mi n KL la...zzz.......haizzz.....i actually prepared myself liao lei..........zzz..............physically not...hahaa....ok....now go play maple.......hahaahaa....
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4:48:00 AM
waaa....juz come back frm 7-11....juz now go buy sm drinks.....haha.......waaa....todae tak results sia....i so jia lat sia....only 8pts....i expected tt my Sci n Comb. Hum will get ONE sia...but only get TWO.....zzzz..........i abit sad.......haizz...diq cant make it to sec5 sia....reli sad....we best bud frm sec1 sia....now reli feel lik cryin....i RELI hope he can hav a GOOD future on the comin future....wa....todae Yq sae will giv mi surprise.........waited UNTIL 9++ den she ans my call.....smmr sae she will call mi....zzz.......haizz.....she go do her hair lor.......go rebond.......haizzz........but i SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY N AGAIN, DAMN SERIOUSLY lik her previous hair......zzz......she at least shd tell mi b4hand ma....so i can touch until "gou beng" ma.......zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........HAIZZZZZ.......nvm....muz "ai wu zi wu"....btw....i reli hav sm doubts abt her mum lei....im confused ova tis mata too....haizzz....well......her new hair reli oso veri nice....if she 20+, perhaps she will look nicer lei....tts wad i tik.......haizzzz................ HAIZZZZ..............................
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12:29:00 AM
Friday, December 17, 2004
waaaa.....totally too obsessed wif maple....totally 4gt to blog....waaa...todae i got so many ores n got many other goodies.....i reli duno wana b a wiz(fire) or a cleric...so hard to decide....haizz....if i b a wiz(fire)....lik foloin hj lidad lei....den cleric....i initially wanted...but cai cleric....haizzz.....now make mi so hard to decide....i wana do a quest which need party tt r above lvl20 lei....waitin 4 fiz n 1 more guy....coz need 4 in a party....
todae nv send Yq hm or to wk....abit uneasy....so i numbed myself wif maple.....until i now lik siao wif it.....haahaa...n todae eat quite alot sia....i crazy sia......hmmm.....todae at 2:30pm is the time where we take result leh...so scared....todae i still rem doin the eng paper1....cher onli pumped us wif report writtin but not the tik(hahaaa...4gt wad is tt...)....i duno i will make it anot sia......hmm...njoy 4 now....
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1:41:00 AM
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
waaa....todae Hadi called mi n told mi to jog....in my mind i was like...."ok...y not??"..coz i need sm exercise....but...he told mi jog until..Tiong Baru.....n i went..."HUH??"....anyway....i went 4 that jog....my legs now r quite crampy....hahaa....worthwhile anyway....mi n Hadi tok abt alot of tiks n caught up wif many tiks todae....well...we tok abt the army n many related tiks....n i got to noe so many tiks abt it....wow....n i reached hm at abt 6....so tired....hmmm....gonna send Yq hm todae....lets c the outcome of it....hmm....hope evth goes fine todae....
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9:30:00 PM
waaa....i juz come back hm.....hahaa....i juz now sent Yq hm lor......waaa....initially....it wasn't considered as....coz i was secretly waitin 4 her.....damn tired u noe....but....it was worthwhile 4 todae....hahaa....n i walked ALL the way hm....zzz....frm TW to BB....haizz....hmmm....My bill went way uP again......$80....haizz.....wen i wake up todae...the 1st tik is to call M1.....well....we had a reli deep tok todae.....well......it seems tt she was quite touch in one of our conv......well.......tt reli touched mi too juz to c her tt touch.......hahaaa....Perhaps i took the rite move to find her todae....n..."A" went gentin....so she wasn't wif Yq......well....tmr "A" will b back......i tot it was so qiao!.....
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1:06:00 AM
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Zzz...Todae Nv sen Yq to wk...my whole body so itchy lor...Seriously....i duno y i cant sen her to wk or sen her hm?!!....lik itz an offence lor....hmm...todae i woke damn damn early.....juz to giv mornin call to her....yet she nv on her hp.....zzzz....tts abt 6.15am n i slept at abt 2am!!........wa tired....wa....todae i had whole dae of maple.....n now im so tired.....
MapleStory:
hmm....tis mornin im so lucky....i got so many ores....n i came across a gal by the age of onli 10!! playin maplestory!!....wow....cant believe a pri4 kid noes how to play.....
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5:17:00 PM
Monday, December 13, 2004
Another Chapter Of Me...
Sg Idol has come to an end...Shd i be hapi or sad? Shd i make a fuss or not? wadeva the case...im relieved...the period frm Oct till now is a reli tensed period 4 mi...n it will goes on till Yq stop wkin...n its ard Feb....during these daes...i kept myself reli hard frm all the quarrels wif her...i go her way...i do tiks to plz her...im reli unhapi tho...but...i still found some happiness in it...in short...i need her badly............
29th Dec is our anniversary.....yet we cant reli celerbrate.....shd i b sad?...or shd i juz go her way?...coz she nd to wk...but she actually can get a leave...yet she said she cant......shd i b sad or juz go her way?...i need her badly...............
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7:28:00 PM
juz created tis....hmmm.....well.....my life is quite ok.....i juz need some time off wif my gal....seems like it cant be in tis way...coz she needs to work....well.......im veri sad n confused ova tis matter actually.....n...i reli wana noe whether she went 4 yj bdae chalet anot....reli....it haunts mi ev now n den....haizzz....hmmmm.....i bot a diamond ear stud juz ytd.....well....tis made mi reli hapi....haha....quite pathetically small...bu my mum says it brings luck while wearing a gem or sth....haha...hope so ba....i bot a diamond pendent 4 Yq on 9th Dec...haha....i was RELI hapi on tt dae actually....but....it fell on yj chalet....tts wad made mi reli sad too on the same dae...haizz.... Shhh....dun tell Yq tt i bot her our anniversary gift liao horz....haha...meant to b a surprise....Well pp may sae im 2pid to buy such a
expensive gift 4 her...but i find it worthwhile lorzz...n.....my mum reli made a
big fuss out of it....
haizzz......will she appreciate it?
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6:00:00 PM