Thursday, March 31, 2005
hmm....tis few daes ah..wan to blog oso cant...duno wad happ to tis tiky....haha....well....my life ah.....i guess....its sort of settled dw orady....n many major concerns has finally shown mi the way....n ofcoz....im less stress orady......hahas...
hmmm....well....i guess tiks hav to let fate decide....wen i tik abt it....im seriously guilty....full of guilt....but i guess....i shd....i will not forget abt all the tiks i had wif u....rene.....i appreciate u n u in my lfe b4....but i guess....its beta to b bez pals or frens....rem....i will owaz b by ur side....i prom u....
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11:43:00 PM
Thursday, March 24, 2005
zzz....waaa...tis few days duno y so lazy to blog....hmmm...try to force myself la....haha.... well.... todae ah....hmmm....3+ den slp....well....basically played a game....was guarding it lik hell.... waa...den todae ah....aiyo....so slpy in class...sian...haha....
todae got 2.4km run...zzz...actually smmr....zzzz...omg...got 2 pts only...waaa...1st tim in my life i got tis kind of grade....issit not enuff slp or juz nv train....i tik nv train ba...haha....i guess nd to train intensely orady....coz napfa test will b cleared within 2wks.....haizz....well....wad can i sae abt todae ah...i tik im ok todae...nth reli happ todae....juz tt im so slpy n blur...lolz....
aft remediation lessons....come back lorz...oso nth much happ...juz tt too borin...lolz...
well....i tik mentally ah....still "here or there" situation.....haizz....i tik i shdn mind other pp ba....perhaps....haizz....so wad wif all the surroundings n my own tikings....haizz....
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11:43:00 PM
Monday, March 21, 2005
zzz...wtf....juz now lagged out n cldn save my blog....zzz...not funi....well....juz briefly sae la.... hmm....on Sun ah....too slpy....so nv blog...well...so angry lorzz....the Sunday soccer tiky lorzz...tt Thomas lorzz...haizz... i duwan repeat again....juz tt he made mi so mad....n i was totally off-form....zzz....btw....cut my hair on sun...haha....
hmm....den todae....well...1st dae of sch....hmmm....nth much...juz tt got reli distracted.....well... tt Yq lorz....i actually feel tt i dun tik she cherished mi wen were 2gther....so wen i tik of it...actually veri frustratin....haizzz...did i actually love the rong gal?...or issit tt her brains had not matured... big qn n its not the rite time to tik of it.....well....todae go Jurong there....c movie....same movie.. Hitch...coz veri nice...haha....actually utd beta....haha....well.....aft tt Prem suggested to go out on Fri....ehh....waa...my pocket gona hav a hole le....haizz....try ba.....but i will go de....haha.... so wan ask Rene come along...haha....
well....todae whole dae mixed feelings throughout....wtf.....haizz...feelin guilty in sm way.... duno y....haizz...reli duwan to hav tis kind of feelin....n...my mind saturated wif so many tiky....zzz.... too complicated for mi but im tryin to utd all of my tikin to come into an conclusion of wad tim tikin....zzz...i tik tts all....
btw....to all my frens readin...plz dun tell pp wad i had been writtin here.....thx...
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11:27:00 PM
Saturday, March 19, 2005
hmm....todae ah....woke up 10++ le....haizz....den i keep myself awake to wach Gundam Seed... den ah...aft tt i go slp le lorz...waa....slp until veri shuang....abt 3 lidad den woke up again...haha.... hmmm....long time nv had a gd slp le....but...todae is the 1st time so bored since i came back frm tw....haizzz.....
hmmm....todae...reli nth to do so i play MU.....waaa...got 1 person so gd sia....help mi pia lvl... aiyo.....so gd....hmmm...den aft tt i do hwk....waa...until now only 3 qn....pathetic.....lolz...
hmmm....now startin to play A00 le....haha....i tik my current wing not tt bad lei.... quite stable leh....i wan pia le....haha....btw...i reli lik my history of tt sia....so short n rank BG le....haha....
hmmm....waaa....i now reli cant stand it.....so bored.....btw.....ytd veri angry.....hmmm.....sm pp r juz too much...tts wad i tik....aiya.....juz wan dem to get out of my life....tts all.....i reli hope at tis pt of tim i wont get to c dem anymr....but i noe....tis cant b the way....haiz....
to all my frens: Love withers under constraint; its very essence is liberty; it is compatible neither with obedience, jealousy, nor fear: it is there most pure, perfect and unlimited, where its votaries live in confidence, equality and reserve..... Percy Bysshe Shelley (woots...so complicated...haha...lucky i utd...)
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8:23:00 PM
Friday, March 18, 2005
hmmm....well....duno y nowadays so lazy to blog....well...duno y....haha....well....tis few daes...at last....i got sm gd slp le...seriously....i feel i mr energetic liaoz....haha....coz of gd slp lorzz....well... alot of hwk....but duno y i still slackin n takin my tim....aiyo...muz stress myself to do tis few daes....or else i will reli fail my Os....
hmm...well....i guess....i reli wan to settle dw orady...haha....but i tik time will tell.....haha... well.... todae ah....haha....duwan say lei.....sm pp actually noe where i wen....well....nv do anyth horz....haha....
hmm....seriously....i actually realised sth....well...wen i wen tw...wen i guy tiks for pp...well.... presents....hmmm...den i bot alot of tiks in a shop...den the aunt veri gd...even gave mi a key chain...it is a God of Marriage....well....haha....coz the aunt ask mi whether i got gf anot n the gifts r for whom....well....seriously....i felt tt its sm1's blessings for mi....n rite now....i reli feel tt kind of feelin in mi....
well....duno wad to sae le....juz wan to lead a normal life....btw....my results SUcKS!....i reli wan buck up le....die die muz liaoz....i noe i hav the potential n i wan a gd future ahead of mi....haha
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9:22:00 PM
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
ehh....come back frm tw a dae le....well....seriously got too many tiks to sae le....hmmm.... anyway....i summaries it ba.....
hmm.....abt the gals i saw ah.....wa laoz......i reli bth sia.....alot of chio wan sia....can liu pi ti until die.....haha...den ytd i told Kl.....he scolded mi y i nv tak their pic sia.....lame sia......i reli nth to sae....hmmm....den ah....i tik their standard of livin quite high lorz....hmmm....1 cup of kopitiam standard coffee can cost 5 bucks!...lame toot....i rather go starbucks or coffee bean sia.... hmmm....den ah....there so cold sia...got 1 tim we wen to a mt...call Yang Ming Shan....wa sian.... rainin....den go up there take taxi....but within 5min we r seen in da bus liaozz...lolz!..... well.... i tik we broke record in stayin in a place tt short...lolz...
hmmm....den ah...den in 1 of the daes ah....kana jio by a gal sia!.....but the status ah....omg...i bth....a hooker!....aiyo...i wan faint sia.....
hmmm...too much tiks i wana sae de....but smtiks i duwan sae n smtiks i cant rem...lolz....mozly cant rem....haha....
btw....todae pon remedials.....Ace jio mi go meet frens....den ah....ok lorzz....hmm....den we go J8....ehh...wach HITCH....the show so nice sia....hmmm...i tik i learnt alot of tiks rather den lmao sia....haha...
den ah....Cheryl n Ace pang seh us ba....left mi n Rene....ehh....based on so much circumstances.....i tik i duwan sae anyth.....i tik ah....tts all i tik i wan sae le....so slpy...
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12:08:00 AM
Thursday, March 10, 2005
ehh....todae i goin off le.....by the time pp read ah...pp who c tis early i tik i may b in the plane le.....those pp who not often read....perhaps i come back le....haha....well...goin for 5D lorzz.... comin back on mon.....well...todae i woke up at abt 10++....den aft i go do sm errands....well... go tak $$...coz alot of pp askin for gifts....zzz....den aft tt i wen to sch....lame sia....i duwan to go sch yet i had to go....to giv a form....zzz....wen i was walkin to the bus stop....my mind suddenly asked mi a qn....which reli made mi tikin....
Ru guo neng gou li kai zhe ke shang xin di... Neng bu neng yong yuan, yong yuan li kai ne?
haizz....reli kept mi tikin....n even found out tt i got at least a wk i didn took 985....perhaps tt time while goin back is the 1st time since 1 wk....haizz...
btw....ytd....Rene told mi sth tt reli made mi hapi....she told mi at least sm1 appreciates mi....ehh...i was lik tikin who....den she told mi is her sis....zzz...den i ask y....she told mi her sis likes my blog's song!....ehh...ehh....i tik she likes Jay more den mi ba....haha....anyway....i hereby thx her....haha....
ohhh...tis few daes ah....duno y keep on sneezin.....no wind no nth....yet can lidad....im sure sm1 muz b scoldin mi lik fook....zzz....
kk....sign off le.....
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1:23:00 PM
Sunday, March 06, 2005
zz.....todae ah....Sunday soccer lorzz...hmm....scored 2 goals....haha....1st goal is a chip....haha... actually wanted to cross de....but smhow get into the post...haha.....ehh...2nd ah....actually a fine pass frm sm1 den excecuted PERFECTLY by me....sort of deflected n hit the cone....zzz....waa... den they sae not a goal...nb....veri angry so i argued....so gav a corner....but i still scored....haha.... but STILL hit the 2pid cone....but a goal IS a goal lorzz....well....Fiz scored 2 n Kl 1....haha.... well....i tik i did well in the 1st half...but so bad on the 2nd....perhaps 2nd half too many pp le....tts y....
hmm...todae go PS lorzzz...go buy Motorola accessories....nb.....still muz buy separately....zzz.... haizz...nvm la....buy den buy le....haha......hmm....aft tt den go back le lorzzz....wad else can i do wen im alone.....zzz....nb...abit bu shuang...owaz go buy tik owaz go alone de.....zzz...
to my frens: I have loved to the point of madness;That which is called madness, That which to me, Is the only sensible way to love.....F.Sagan (wawa....totally lik my situation sia....but now ah...duno sia....)
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11:19:00 PM
....todae ah...woke up at 10++ le....but still veri tired....so i watch gundam seed....zzz....totally lost track of the show....so i duno wad actually happ.....but juz watch anyway.....
den in the aftnn i go Chinatown take tickets....hmmm....den aft tt i go Sim Lim....go buy mmc card for my mum's digi cam....hmm....den aft tt wanted to buy extra batt for my hp....zzz.....NOWHERE selling Motorola accessories....zzz.....so fook up....so tmr die die nd to hunt.....
well....i tik tmr alot of tiks nd to do le.....haven even pack my toot bag....zzz....if cant slp i will go pack ba.....anyway....i tik i abit excited abt tmr's Sunday soccer.....tik so ba.....im more excited abt smtik else....haha?....
hmm....seriously ah.....alot of tiks happ to mi de...juz tt i cant rem n so tired to tik lorzz...haha?.... seriously todae im quite hapi.....haha!....
to all pp who r together!: We must strengthen, defend, preserve and comfort each other. We must love one another. We must bear one another's burdens. We must not look only on our things, but also on the things of our brethren..... John Winthrop sermon to Pilgrims 1630
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12:42:00 AM
Saturday, March 05, 2005
hmmm...todae sports day....well...i did well for my 200m race....got 4th....not tt bad rite.... well....i seriously felt guilty for my members in the 4x100m race....i was totally distracted.... bcoz a bastard came todae....well....i scolded tt bloody toot wen walkin out of the stadium....well....i tik i hav tot tru alot of tiks le....1stly....i wan to do wad i wan to do....n not forcin myself not to do sth juz bcoz of sm other tiks....seriously....im reli angry wif a bunch of frens....hmmm...ya....they did nth....juz tt they reli did nth....nth to saviour our relationship at a pt of time....n even sow discord our relationship.....hmmm...well....wads past is past....but there will b tiks tt will nv b changed...
hmmm...i actually got a simple theory tt i hav....an eye for an eye....well...ofcoz not all the time i bide tis theory la....but smtims i will.....tis time...i tik i will seriously bide tis theory le....i will..... wadeva the pain i suffered tis 2mths....is NOT worthwhile....if tts the case....i wan pp to noe the sufferings n how i had gone thru tis hell.....if tts the case....i wan it to b shown out.....if i had wen thru hell....i will show the hell to pp.....obviously....i had wen thru even worse....
well.....todae go JP lorzz....wif Wq, Pt, Ys, Rezwan, Md Noh, Ch n Sebas....hmm.... den i blanja Sebas, Pt n Wq Swensens....well....got voucher ma.....hmm....aft tt go Banquet n eat again?!....
aft tt at abt 9++ i go find Kl n Ak.....hmm....go Coffee Bean....sian.....but nvm....wan to release stress....felt lik wan spend mr time wif frens....tts y....waa....todae had alot of fun wif dem.... lucky todae they nv reli tok too much cocky tiks sia....if not i will reli bth wan....haha.....well... mozly tok abt our lives....haha....esp Kl de....haha...so funi sia....didn noe got 1 gal fun him until lik wad sia.....haha...
to all my frens: Cooking is like love. It should be entered into with abandon or not at all..... Harriet Van Horne
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1:18:00 AM
Thursday, March 03, 2005
zzz....todae ah....well.....juz 1 long da perhaps lorzz...well....todae go lot1....hmm....buy present for Ping Ting.....wa....tmr her bdae....haha.....while walkin ard....Sebas saw Heng Pei....ehhh....den we go find her n tok to her awhile lorzz....well....can c tt she grown taller?....haha.....den Sebas feel she not cute anymr....zzz....well ah...aft tt saw Cass bf!....omg....i reli bwg lorzz....veri diff frm the pic in her blog....ehhh...den i feel he abit wierd lorzz....duno ba.....i got more probs to tik den tt..... haha?....
well....reli nth much to tok abt now lorzz...haizzz....btw....saw tt alot of pp hav alot of probz now sia.......haizz....i hope i can help dem i any matter lorzzz....
to all my frens: Only enemies speak the truth; friends and lovers lie endlessly, caught in the web of duty..... "The Last Gunslinger" (haizz....its too true to b true...)
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11:32:00 PM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
hmm...todae ah....well.....nth much lor....well....durin recess ah.....haiz....sebas ask mi sm qns lorz.... den haizz...got to noe smtiks....well....got to noe tt i shdn hav trusted pp lorz....haizz.... reli....for wad.....shd tt tik include mi?....haiz....seriously....if i wld say....i reli speechless....coz im in the wrong....haizz....i guess....i hav to apologise to sm pp lorzz....even though i duwan..... zzz....tt it lorzz...so whole day i so fed up....nb.....btw....tt Yq todae keep on diao mi lorzz...well....i noe she is angry wif mi....or is disgusted wif mi?....well....dun care lorz!....she wan it den i can do wad....
well....aft sch ah....i quickly went hm.....coz i got soccer....well....wen goin back i met Hadi at bus stop lorz...i tik i wans to wait for a chance to send her hm lorzz....well.....i reli bwg.....haizz....wads meant to b is meant to b lorzz....so i tik its juz a waste of time if sm1 does not appreciate a person who treated dem SOOOO gd!...haizz....pity mi n him sia....
zzz.....todae den tell us sia tt got soccer....zzz... well ah...no trainnin....coz got the NDP rehearsal lorzz....so cant use....zzz.....n oso onli 4 pp came...includin mi.....well....den my coach got to talk to mi lorzz....zzz...seriously....he made mi tik alot of tiks....
well....he mentioned abt mi last time n now....last time he felt tt i keep on neaglectin soccer n go find gf....zzz.....den now no gf den come back trainin....zzz...i duno how he noe my situation..... perhaps my actions r too obvious ba.....anyway....i tot abt it...i felt tt.....if tts the case....it means tt i rather giv up my passion for soccer for her.....well....n i came into a qn tt kept mi tikin.... did she cherish mi more or issit mi?....zzz....seriously it made mi more angry.....haizzz...the ans is so obvious....
to all my frens: The most terrible poverty is loneliness and the feeling of being unloved..... Mother Teresa (hmm...im in tis situation isnt it?...zzz....haizz....i wan to get out of tis la...)
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11:50:00 PM
