Friday, September 30, 2005
hmm.. ytd i was writin smtiks to my mum... well... i had alot of bloodly tots in my mind n to tell her... so i was reli stressed wif it... anyways...juz b4 i write a word on a paper.. sm1 called me... hmm... it was the person whom i least expect... sm1 whom i do not wan to even tik abt... sm1 whom i juz wan to take it tt she has orady disappeared in my life, dreams, reality... wadeva... but she juz called mi at tt pt in time... who else?... lols... im sure many will noe by now... anyways... it reli stunted me...n i was in a state of wad-to-react tiky.. but afew secs lata... i told her "...(undisclosed) ..." n i juz hang the fone... there is ofcoz afew attempts on callin...but i didn ans any... well... be it heartless or wad... but at tt pt in time... i suddenly noe wad she wanted to tell me... n ofcoz it muz b Candy... who else?... n i noe her juz too well orady... she wont even attempt to tok to mi or wadeva unless sm 'impt' tiks tt i will owaz felt tt its unimpt... n... ofcoz i juz continued on wad i had to write abt...
tt nite...wen im slpin... duno y i suddenly had those tots of wad happ earlier... n.... it reli made mi tikin n stressed up...but there was juz 1 strong feelin in me... tt is to noe wad she actually wanted to tok to me... but seriously... im damn sure wad she wanted to tell me... yet i had tt feelin of wantin to noe wad she wanted to sae... ironic isn it?... haiss...wadeva the case is... i cldn slp well ytd...
anyways...todae in sch ar... hmmm... quite normal la... nth reli happen lei... so... i shd conclude tt its a borin day... hahas.... seriously...i wld rather haf borin daes ova stessful daes...n i had quite a no of stessful daes tis few daes... well...todae actually wanted to jio pp go wach The Myth... dotx... lik no1 de lei.... nvm... mon got sm1 will folo me le..hahas....
aft sch arr... den go gay Cai hse!..lols!.... well.... okok ba.... but veri tirin at there lorz... too many pp wan use com... den muz share n bla bla... so moz of the time is standin up... lolz...play sm games... den aft tt go hm... n here i am... sittin here facin my com le... hahas...i tik nth le ba...
signin off..
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5:05:00 PM
Thursday, September 29, 2005
hmmm... waaa...todae totally no mood....haiss.... hmmm....how shd i start lei?....actually i quarrelled wif my family... dotx... well... its all abt my 2pid bro again....haiss...he veri fan lorz... nb...evdae cfm make mi dulan or wad de!... tmd...i reli cant stand it lorz... anyways... coz of him... i fell out wif my mum.... but ofcoz i noe its partly my fault la...coz i hurt him physically... but... if had not 'mei da mei xiao'... i wldn even flare up de lorz!... n i got all the blame!... fuckin unfair lorz!
anyways....todae ar... i veri sians in sch la... got back my comb humanities results le... reli not up to standard lorz... well...haiss... veri veri burnt out by evtik le... i tis few days nv study lorz...haiss.. i duno la... veri stress lei...haiss...
hmm..duno wad to sae le..haiss..
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4:12:00 PM
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
hmmm... todae shd b sm gd dae for me... but turned out to b so bad...
anyways... durin A maths lesson... well.. i tot tt Candy shouted at me tellin mi off to suddup... well... who wldn b furious ova tis kind of matter... n ofcoz i diao at her la... den she kb at me... oso duno wad she sae but hack care... well.. tiks came to light... it wasn her but Yq... Zzz... tt was the least i had expected... n i didn noe who she was referin to... but who cares... well... wad can i do?... i cant do anyth lorz... anyways.. im still fuckin angry ova it ofcoz... tis enmity btw mi n dem will definately go even worse... but who cares... i tik Mrs Choo's words a rite.. n i go wif it... but ofcoz i tot b4 le... but she smwad reminded me again... hahas..
well...aft sch me, Ak, Kl, Sebas, Ys, Pokky!(Zj) go lot 1... den mi, Ak n Kl walk to lot 1... den hav a special seat at KFC.. lols... fengshui sit lehs!... lols!... den suddenly saw 2 gals... our sch de... lols... Ak seems to haf a hard time copin wif the changes in the surroundin... lols!... lac lei Ak.. hahas!...
den wen goin hm... mi n Kl n Ak take train... den saw 1 of dem again.. LOLS!... pity Ak sia... lols!... hahas... duno y mi n Kl took it as a joke... it meant to b smtik quite solemn.... anyways... come back hm quite early... nd to slp den go tuition... hais...
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5:13:00 PM
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
sians... todae so sian de... hmmm... todae go sch as usual... den go thru paper... den go back.... hmmm... well... todae folo Rafi go buy his tiky... den aft tt meet Ak den we go hm... so sian... lols...
anyways... todae ar... nb... i reli cant stand it le!... tt bloodly chao Candy...tmd... she tik she own everywhere issit?.. knn... muz make so much noise issit!... tmd... im sure tt such pp got sm probs smwhere... juz smwhere... perhaps the brains? or perhaps no common sense? or mayb both? LOL!.. well.. i duwan comment so much... anyways... she sure is a *****!!... lols!... lalala...
hmmm... wad else ar?.. duno le la... so borin... perhaps lata muz force myself go study le...
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4:28:00 PM
Monday, September 26, 2005
w00ts... how long nv come online le.. hmm... abt more den 4 days le... hahahas... well... i tik i got alot of tiks to tok abt...hmmm...
on sat...
well... i go for my sch's family day tiky la... oso duno wad crappy tiky oso... den ar... actually meetin Ak n Alex at 7:30 am... coz tot 8 am muz reach sch... anyways... i woke up late!.. i onli woke up wen i heard Ak's msg.. dotx... well.. sori for tt, Ak... anyways... i asked my dad send mi go... den abt 8 i reach there le... wen there i met Alex n Ak le... hmmm... walk until duno like wad le... coz like nth... lolx... well... on tt day... hmm... alot of pp lookin at us... hmmm... perhaps we 'special' ba... actually not alot la... juz afew lamers... lols... anyways... who cares abt dem!..
aft tt... Kl, Alex, Ak, Fiz n me go 'trainin'... DOTX... tt 1 call trainin?... if tt 1 trainin... i tik tts my easiest soccer trainin i haf ever had!... aiya... hack care.. anyways tt time abit dulan... aft tt... Kali n Hadi den reach... dotx... dey duno go where den come... lols... aft tt we all tok craps... den aft tok abt prom nite!!... dotx!... the prom nite tiky reli makes mi excited financially n mentally... lols.... i nd to save money to buy clothes!!... dotx... burnin my pocket a big hole!... den ar... mentally ar.. duno lei... Hadi sae got dance den alot of tiky... den sae can bring ur Bf/Gf go there... dotx... wa tt dae i cfm veri lonely de!... stand there duno do wad... dotx!...
on sun....
wooo... sunday soccer!... Fiz n Kl nv go... hack care... i go wif my dad lorz... hahas....tt dae damn chio!!... i lov it man!... i tik tt dae was the moz fulfillin dae for mi coz for tis few mths i hav been playin shit football... n i tik tt dae was sth i can look up to... made many crosses... tackles... bla bla bla la... lols!... wadeva the case is... it brightens up my DAE!.. lols...
todae...
no sch... no nth leh!!!... but i suddenly rem 1 tik... i got Chi B 'O' lvl bloodly shit oral LATA!!... at 2:15... DOTX...its sth im NOT lookin forward to... n i wan my beauty slp!... coz i juz now slpt at 3am... den 7am woke up... DOTX... n i duno y i woke up so early.. lols!.... wad type of holiday... no holiday for me de!... sobs!...i hope im not the last few!... lols!... i wan go hm early n tts it!... go slp again... weee!... hahaas!..
anyways... well... duno tis few days tik of alot of tik leh... 1 particular tik is my uncle... who recently called back to Sg frm london... well... he told my grandma sae he earnin $25K a mth!.. no joke!... n its Sing dollarS!... den 5 day work.... den weekends he will go tour ard UK... DOTX!!.. tts wad i wan in my LIFE!....ever since tt...i hav been dreamin of both the lifestyle n the money!.. lols!... smmr in the course of road i wana b leadin...accountancy... well... i guess tt will b it... im targettin for tt lifestyle n the sum of money n takin him as my role model orady!.. yeaH!
w00ts.. duno hapi or slpy... n tts it for todae...
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7:40:00 AM
Friday, September 23, 2005
ZzZ... waA... aCtually i veri down orady... coz of the practical exams... zZz... den wen goin hm.. along the way sm bloodly bastards call my name... nb... veri dulan lorz... nb... next time i dun gib face liaos... i tot dun care abt dem dey wont come find trouble... knn... since lidad i hack care orady... ccb... feel like whackin dem now... nb... to ease my tension n my sensation frm these bastards...
anyways... lata moz prob goin out wif Ak n Alex... den Yat lata jio mi go slack.. hmm... c lorz... hahas... mayb ok ba... hav to c Ak oso...hmm... juz come back still haven eat... zZzz...
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2:50:00 PM
perhaps a short entry for todae... hmm... todae muz go sch 10-30.. hahas... not bad eh?... hmm... todae veri wad leh.. told my mum dun wake me up but still wake mi up... zzzz... well... den i go slp again la...
well...lata's paper will b practical sci.... dots... seems hard to me lorz... hmmm.. but i will try to do well again... well...frm all the prelims papers... i guess... i got alot of work to do... if not how to get my As... zZz...
well.. veri soon nd to go le... anyways i got nth to sae.. hmmm..
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9:57:00 AM
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
w00ts... y so sian de leh todae... hmm... anyways... todae eng paper 2.. hmmm.. i hope i can get B3 for tt... hahas... n oso SS todae... ZzzZ... the paper okok la... but i nv reli go study... den i oso duno how will i fare for tt....hopin for more den a pass at least la... if not, i duno wad to sae le...
tmr Sci paper lei... w00.. my FAVOURITE!... waaa.. i die die n DIE DIE muz die die get A1.. if not i go kill myself la!... if tts the case... i muz study hard lorz... hmmm... but duno all the tiky can go inside my brain anot lei... sians...i guess... go slp den study like hell le ba... if not no A1 i reli bwg le... hmmm... n aft tmr is A maths.. hmmm... i better prove ev1 i can do it lorz.... at least a passs is perhaps a miracle le ba... but prom Mrs Choo nd get B3 lei... zzZ... i guess i'll juz try my bloodly bez for A maths la....
hmmm... still got wad tik happ huh?.... hmm.. duno la... todae no stress but veri sians leh.. hahas... siao siao de... but who cares... cancerians r like tis ma... hahas... hmm.. oh ya... todae break record la... 1:50 reach hm... tis whole yr the earliest... well... tmr more shuang... 12:30 lidad finish sch le... i tik 1 lidad will reach hm le!.. hahaS!...
well i guess tis is perhaps tts all for todae?..
signin off... zhaos*
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2:01:00 PM
Monday, September 19, 2005
JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. hot. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
hmmm...doesn it totally describes me?!... gosh..i tik its 99% totally abt me..perhaps the 1% it left out smtiks abt me tt is gd or mab bad but i currently cant tik of la...hahas...
anyways...todae came hm at 2:15... -.- lames!... so early ar?!.. hmmm...todae E maths paper damn chio!... i tik i can onli get a pass ba... dots... i was hopin for a B3 at least or sth lidad... but well... prelims r owaz harder den O lvls... cant help it tho... n last yr E maths prelims i got D7 n O lvls got B3 leh.. lols!... err... Ak... 4gt to tell u sth... abt 10 marks careless n 15 more marks i nv do finish which i 100% can get de... so at tt time i shd get C5 perhaps?.. lols!... aiya... who cares.. tts the past for me le.... but as the sayin on top says... i wont 4gt y i got juz a B3... nv... n NV ever... well.. it serves a lesson for me too tho... hmmm...
wadeva the case is.. i wan conc on studies but duno y so many tikys dun let mi conc on my studies lei!!... veri stress leh!!.. zzz... not tt i duno my work or duwan study leh.. but so many distractions ard tt make mi cant study!.. dots!... gosh.. sm1 save mi frm such unholy tots n get me out of such hell!...
hmm... wad can i sae of now anyways.. i duno oso.. i guess tts all for todae...
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2:24:00 PM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
dotx... y so sian these days... nb reli too sian until no mood to study leh... smmr so stress... ZzzZ... i wan siao liaos... duno how to n wad to do la... i wan get out of sch n so slack, work... wadeva la... i wan smk, drink, die.. lols!...
hmmm...ytd ar... woke up 4++ le...den muz faster go for my tuition le lorz... waaa... den so stress there... zzZ...aft tt den go back... wach tv... do tuition hwk... den study ABIT e maths... tts all... so slack sia!... if lidad i duno how to cope wif O lvls le!...
den todae ar.. zzzz....woke up abt 1 den wach tv till now... zzz... nv study at all... zzz...dotx dotx... duno la... so stress leh... lata force myself to study le...
signin off...
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4:38:00 PM
Friday, September 16, 2005
zzZ.. so sian todae... hmm.... the 2nd day of prelims... juz now havin geo n eng paper 1... zzz... all my brain cells were killed by the exam viruses... lolx... so... i tik todae muz slack slack b4 i do my studyin again... hahas...
hmm...well... tis few days owaz wif Ak n Yat...well...ytd we met up n i c dem skate again... hmm... den ar...we slack slack ard oso... hmmm...den Yat's deck break.. hmmm.... i got nth to comment... hmmm....aft tt mi n Yat go Yio Chu Kang... go meet the seller.... Yat buyin E1000, which is my fone lorz... hahas... hmm... along the way orady so tired orady sia... mayb too stress?... hmm... anyways aft tt we wen back to BB n go mac... hmm.... den he blanja me mac lorz... den at there we tok tok... den aft tt go hm le.... wad a day... made mi so fatigue...
todae ar.. hmm... aft exams mi n Ak go lot 1...hmm... ate LJS there... hmm....n we tok tok lorz... hmm... n he told mi sm probs he facin currently... well...i guess there r sm tiks tt we cant help it we haf to go look for the ans...or else there will not b any solutions to it... aft tt we walk ard lot 1 den aft tt got police spot check ard there... dotx... den aft tt go hm le...
well i guess tts all ba...sign off...
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4:05:00 PM
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
hMmM... hoW i online ar...ask mum lors...hmmm...well...basically i wan to online to blog lorz... hmmm... smtiks tt i muz blog to take it as an memory to me...
hmmm....well....todae go out wif Yat n Ak n Rafi....hmmm...we go hm 1st den we aft tt go out again...hmm....well....1st we go TW garden... collect sm tiks den chill at there awhile...hmm... den i ask Ak folo mi go Mac.... smtik which made mi totally SICK is i saw a fucker n a bitch....or perhaps a bastard... anyways.... i tik i shdn even tot of goin to Mac in the 1st place... wad a damn day...totally made mi sick n stressed....wtf.... hmm...n i feel tt i shdn back out...i shd hav got there infront of him n duno fuck ard mayb... hmm...n i prom to myself tt i c him 1 time i whack 1 time... hmmm...sth i feel i shd had done lorz at tt time...tmd...
anyways...aft tt go to keat hong there n chill....abt 7++ den got hm....hmm...at tt time ofcoz i felt much better....aft tt ar...wen i tik of tt bastard...tmd....makes mi hot all ova again....all the rage was there.... hais... wadeva the case is... aft O lvl den sae....
hmmm...btw...tis few days tik alot of tiks...haiss.... duno y cant conc on my studies leis.... hmmm....i tik alot of tik clash wif my life at tis pt of time lei...zZz...wan to conc oso cant...i guess i haf to deal wif each of the matter b4 i can reli study ba...or perhaps neglect all the tiks in my mind ba... dotx dotx... smmr fri geo n eng prelims leh...n geo so many tiks to study..zZz...
tik i gtg le....sign off...
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9:10:00 PM
Thursday, September 08, 2005
hMmM... okIeS....tiS wiLL b my LasT EnTrY b4 i mysteriously disappear again....frm my com la ofcoz...lols....hMmM...sians...aft todae i muz reli do 100% quality le...n put evtik aside me n conc on my studies le...i wan my cert to b nice nice leh...lols....exclude tt bloodly F9... -.-
hmM...i guesS...i tik i had reli reli forgotten tt person frm my heart orady...n i noe tt there will b no "hui tou cao" for me....the big feeling is there...hahas...8mths on tt bloodly gal?...lols...tts reli long...hack care wad ppl sae n i'll juz do wad im supposed to do n wad i wan to do orady...
hMmM...let me sum up my 6day alone tiky....met sm new frens, tok to many of my frens n do sm consultin infront of the com...lols....long time nv do tis orady...well...tts wad i like to do leh...lolx!...hmm....n oso get to tok to many of my frens i used to tok to!...n not onli tt..i even n actually get to tok to my pri sch bez fren!...lols!...its been 5yrs since i c him again...hahas.... n oso....my hols r all remediation classes...omG!...lucky fri is a rest dae...but i will study de...haha!... my motto for now is "Study Study Study! A1 A1 A1!" and "I love A Maths!" and lastly, "One's nemesis is distraction!" hmm...i will not get distracted!...hope la lol!...
hmM....todae ar....i tik sj's bdae....but who cares!...i dun gib a fuck or damn care on these lamers or even childish gals!.... basically i dun like moz of the chi gals in my class....who do not noe!.. lolS!...well...todae aft remediation lessons.... Ak come my hse n chill out....lolx....i tik he feelin dw or sth ba...tts y wan to chill out....nv reli ask but at least he come n spend my time away gd enuff le... n he kept complainin abt Bra n Kl tt dey keep forcin him to go Sj's hse... lols!... den aft tt keep tellin me tt he duwan to go.... well...to make tiks worse...i encourage him to go n go tell Sj tt his face is her prez!...lols!... ok la Ak...if u c tis..plz dun mind me...juz kiddin...i noe wad u tikin la... haha!...
lastly i tik....lata goin to fetch my family hm le!...tho i LOVE to b alone...but im a homey guy... n i do reli wan to c my parents n my lil bro!...tho i dun like him coz he makes hell for me at hm.... gosh...im reli excited n lookin forward aft tt.... w00ts!...
guess tts all....basically...i wan to reli wish tt my frens will do well for the O lvls... n stop frettin ova love n relationships....mainly Fika , Fiz n peiru... fika...if u c tis....plz tik of wad u haf done tt time...u noe im owaz ur bez-est fren...n i hope we will owaz b...
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5:03:00 PM
Monday, September 05, 2005
hMmM.... verI verI l0nG tiMe nV bloG oR c0me online le!... moRe dEn a mtH nV touch my com at ease le...coZ my parents condemn me to use tHe com... haix....coz i reli did badly for my mid-yr lorz.... well...all my fault la actually....keep playing games lorz....lolx....hmm.... currently i reli reli wan to d0 well for my O lvls n go to poly...
seems so hard currently wif an F9 in hand... lolx....F9 sia...its my Chi....dotx...lucky i still got B3 in hand for my E maths... not tt bad....but i will retake my E maths coz tt time nv study...so its not my bez....n i wld rather hope i will get an A1 tis time...n no less....an A1....
well....y tis period of time i can online till so song coz my parents leave Sg for China lorz....waa... go for 6days... ZzZ....ya...its havoc time....but seriously....i do miss dem....so quiet at hm now....lolx... HmmM...
Ytd: Fiz, Kl n gay Cai come my hse gay ard!...no la...come play games....mainly Ps2 n my com...lolx....well....actually not supposed to let frens come my hse....but i bored ma....lolx..... den tt gay Cai keep askin me to call gals come.... dotx...i wont bring gals come unless my gf de... hahaha!... Den in da mornin lidad... i tok to Mic....her nick lik wad lidad...well....duwan comment so much la...haha...
well.... for my tuition.... D O T X... my tuitor pushin me like fuck liaos!.... all got time limit.... will go crazy la....but seriously....he told mi tt i noe moz of my stuff.....but im veri slow in solvin those toot Qns la....lolx....so i guess....i shd push myself seriously...hahaa!...
well...i guess tts my life since my last post..... currently studying like sia0...but still not havin quality studyin la....still veri slack...i tik aft todae...i shd reli reli do quality studyin le....n oso... i had sm quarrels in sch wif sm fuckin bloodly noobs!....sec2 leh....zzZ...
well...the 1st time fight wif him coz his fren come bang me....duno wad shawnard or wad la... the name so toot oso...den the guy who come XL wif me is ping yuan...nb..duno wad type of toot name oso...lolx... 2nd time coz he go disturb Yq....zZz....duno y lei...i cant tahan so go 'help' lorz...i oso dun tik i did much...lolx...anyways....tt guy wont come di siao me liaos....coz got yat help... well....yat's my pri sch fren...tho not tt close....i do treat him as my veri gd fren de...
as for the recent X country at MacRitchie...wadeva the spelling... well.. i ran n ran....den suddenly saw ying2 n shiya... dotx....duwan comment la...keep to myself...den i oso saw yat... den aft tt wen he come back frm the run...i help him wif his legs....dotx....his leg cramp until veri veri badly....aiyoo...
i tik tts it for now ba...i wan to conc on my studies...n aft O lvl....wahaha....i wan dye hair n work le!...
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